Sleepless Night.

It's has been a while that i never post my blog or even update it. I was very very lazy and do not have much time sitting in front of the computer. I got to admit that most of my time went off for clubbing, yam cha and football.

Recently there are plenty of problem that i really wanna share with someone. But i dunno who can i share with.. I am very heartache and headache with these problem that really occur me a lot. At the beginning, i tot everything went smooth, but i was too childish. Something that i never thought of and it's happened on me again. Why me WHY ME !!

When i was young, i was very naive. My world is just like a disneyland. I thought that my life will be so beautiful and perfect. But, today i just realised that this world is actually so dark, and it seem i am dropping to a world that is no perfection and it's totally scary like nightmare. Its too complicated that i cannot accept it even it's very important to me. It's hurting me everytime i see you.... i really dunno know wat to do. I wish to stay, but if i stay, there word 'suffer' will be written in the future. Even if i leave, the rain will start drop. Wat should i do ?
...............................god dammit ! i am stuck !!! someone pls save me out of this !!!